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"My Deepest Thoughts"
Author: Need4Reed
Category: Angst
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Malcolm's
thoughts
Spoilers: None
Disclaimer: Enterprise, the series, concepts and
characters, are the property, copyright and trademark of Paramount/Viacom. No
ownership or claim on said property, copyright or trademark is made or implied
by the use of these characters in this story. This story is non-commercial, not
for sale or profit, and may not be sold or reproduced for commercial
purposes.
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We met aboard the Enterprise
And shortly after, I felt my irritation rise
You informed me that my installation would be suspended
And adding on,
"Keep your shirt on, Lieutenant."
About a half a year had past
And we were finally becoming friends at last
Thanks to that frozen pod in space
We confronted each other head on,
face-to-face
The year moved on & it was time for our leave
Going to that club,
practically dragging me by the sleeve
For me, the word "bondage" is brought
up to new heights
After those long 2 days and long 2 nights
Those charms of yours that I found annoying from the start
Had somehow
made their way into my heart
So when you told me to follow you into a
strange, alien conduit
I jumped right at the chance without even questioning
it
Our strange behaviour towards one another was very curt
When we told each
other what we thought of the chair & "Reed Alert"
You pinned me against
the wall & I thought, "How could I be so stupid"
"To allow myself to be
hit by an arrow from Cupid."
Being stuck on the Catwalk was a bit demanding
And, also, leaving me a
little bit randy
Look at you. Dirty, sweaty, covered with grime
If I
stole one kiss, would it be such a crime?
Alien bimbos all around
What a way to make my heart plummet down
Feezal & the First Monarch, what were they for?
When I was right
here for you to adore
Everything was going great, everything was fine
But, suddenly, Earth
wasnt okay this time
You tore into me down a darkened hall
But I'm not
the enemy, Trip. Not at all
Now your new passion is to find the bad guy
While you let our friendship
slide right by
Right now, we hardly ever talk to each other
Sometimes I
dont know why I even bother
Now you spend all your time with the Vulcan
And I desperately feel like
punching a bulkhead
I see your relationship with her grow
And I cant
help but thinking, "That couldve been us, you know."
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Four of you have made comments
On 11 February 2004 at 06:30 AM The Libran Iniquity
said:
Ouch. Very angsty indeed, especially that last line... but good. Very good,
in fact.
On 11 February 2004 at 02:43 PM Need4Reed said:
Thank you, Libran! I'm glad you liked it!
On 12 February 2004 at 09:55 AM Neo Getz said:
sweet kinda sad to, but whats angst? i keep seeing that word and my grasp
of english is ppor. what is angst?
On 12 February 2004 at 12:14 PM Li said:
Neo Getz:
"angst"
Pronunciation: 'ä[ng](k)st, 'a[ng](k)st
Function:
noun
Etymology: Danish & German; Danish, from German
: a feeling of
anxiety, apprehension, or insecurity
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